by 4.30

as the words sprinkled out…
tears falls down quitely..
jolt of  pains alongs my silency..
this kinda feelings to similiar,,too familiar,,
ohh will i suffer of loosin’ somethin’ i can’t keep?
will i, after all of my pretences of not loosin’ it all..

when i’m in the beginning,  you already in the end..
my very beginning of these spirals feelin’ with no end
did i told you to wait up..or didn’t i?
did i should mention that i love you…or shouldn’t i?
i thought i showed you all with my deeds..

as i hung up the call..
i  wonder could it be the last of us..

you’re a shiver on my lips
you’re a tremble on my feet
you’re a rain on the shore
the only thing i want to keep
when everything’s falling down

so let the time goes day by day
with you in my mind
and in the end we will find love that’s is our kind

i will find a way
to breathe this dream everyday

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letto sang by Hiro, with his guitar, this evening after ichigo  

and suddenly i felt the sense of hopeless that i felt this morning, by 4.30…

from the heart |